Somewhere Between Who I Was and Who I'm Becoming
It's 25th June 2026 today. Fear? Anxiety? Excitement? Nostalgia? I can't seem to figure out which emotion I feel more in this moment. Coming back here, opening a new draft to write in, is giving me goosebumps in ways I could never imagine. There's this pit in my stomach, full of what ifs. To be honest, I don't even remember the last time I used this website. But today is different. Today, for the first time in a very long time, I thought about the 'why not?' Today, for the first time in a very long time, I have decided to restart. This feels like finding an old diary, hidden inside your cupboard for so long. It is a little embarrassing, but it is also me... For a very, very long time I had completely forgotten about this space. I stopped writing, but I never stopped thinking. The thoughts always remained constant. Funny how after a point, life becomes so fast-paced. From board exams to finding the right college with the right course to figuring out which interns...